2009年5月28日星期四

My SOUL had flied away !!

Not having a good sleep last night.
So, no enough juice coming out..!!
How to have a juicy day ??

Today, Peggy and I went to Bukit Raja, Klang.
At first, I felt that my soul was left in my house, I forgot to bring her out.
Very bad.

Again, Peggy keep on motivate me.
But,
"You have to overcome it yourself, you are the one who pulled yourself back!"
"You still care about how other see you,"
" IDU ATTITUDE," said Peggy.
IDU?
I DON'T CARE ATTITUDE !!!

After I took many deep breath, I started to find my fun factor back.
Have fun with customers and rejections !!
At the end of the day, I got to drop four and a half sets.
Although I am not pitching enough people, but I got quality pitching.
And some more, got customer treat me sweet soup!!

What a lucky day, I felt.
"Luck won't come if you did not go and try to approach!" said Peggy.

Finally, I understand myself more.
Got to learn more.

Juice by me !!

2009年5月26日星期二

What a TOUGH day!!!!

Today is my second day in PV Collections.
Today's weather is damn well.
I was in Damansara area, with my colleague, Peter, for the first time, taking Chealsea with us.
Peter, a guy same age with me, a degree holder in PR.
Same age as me, but currently in management level.
The high roller for Monday!!
Cool!!
Peter tells a lot.

My second day is full of damn rejections.
We were not able to drop any set before lunch.
Peter said that he had not been in such a TOUGH day for 4 - 5 months time.
What a lucky day for us to have such a TOUGH day!!

Well, I read about RHINO ATTITUDE last night and this morning.
Then Miao Ling asked me, "Anything that you dont understand about this?"
Sure no problem, I understood.
The language, I understood.
"But to keep it is hard," Miao Ling said.
I agreed with her after the day, the TOUGH day.
After 1st rejection, its ok.
2nd, 3rd ,4th rejection, still ok.
But I am having hundreds of rejection in less than 6 hours.
In Average, I got 16 rejections in 1 hour.
Oh man!!

Unbelievable, but in the same time, of course, they lower down my RHINO ATTITUDE.
Really a bit hard to keep that POSITIVE ATTITUDE after receiving so many rejections.
However, I get to know more about what I will be facing in the future.

Peter said,
" You think that everyone can do this job well ah?"
" You think that everyone can speak well in front of strangers ah?"
Agreed. Thoroughly.
I am special, that's why I am here.
3 weeks time, I set a GOAL for myself, to be more and more closer to my BRIGHT future!!!


"They are not rejecting ME.
They are rejecting the GREAT DEAL !!!"

2009年5月25日星期一

第一天正式工作

好久好久
才找到一份我觉得有兴趣又有未来的工作
今天就是我的俄第一天

这是一份艰辛的工作
在烈日下拿着未推出市场的产品寻找消费者

我在新公司学到的第一件事
Law of average:
Every NO bring you closer to a YES

每一个拒绝
我都尝试以最宽容的心情去接受
因为我知道终究会有人不会拒绝我的

虽然有点辛苦
但目标明确
值得的

2009年5月16日星期六

只剩下我一个

大家像是约好了似的走了
只剩下我一个
在这个周末
在这个大大的房子


平时看起来有点窄的房子
现在突然宽阔了许多许多
寂寞与孤单罩满了四周的空气
空间太大
呼吸却变得更难
连吃的动力也消失了

好想买醉自己
然后醉个三天三夜
什么都可以不去想不去烦
可是
就连能陪我一起买醉的人都没有啊 !!

开始讨厌周末
可怜的周末
可怜的我

2009年5月13日星期三

无业游民不舍读书生活

终于考完试了 !!!
终于升级变无业游民 !!!

终于要离开读书的日子
终于要离开刚认识一两年的同学

不舍
好不舍
真的好不舍

记某一个人的生日

今天是这个世界上的其中一个人的生日
这是一个特别的人
至少到现在还是

在我人生的生命旅途中
他曾经陪我走过一段路
虽然启程和结束时都有点突然

他让我知道被疼爱的感觉
他让我知道爱人所需要的付出
他让我学会怎样去爱人
但却不能把爱他放在他身上

曾经
那个永远在一起的承诺
也出现过在我们之间的旅途
却也只是在路途中

对于他
亏欠应多于遗憾

今天
我只能在这里祝他生日快乐

再老土些
祝他找到比我更会珍惜他的人

生日快乐
平安幸福

2009年5月3日星期日

今天又是一个人

其实
我不喜欢一个人

以前就算没有家人
也会有搞活动的朋友

第一次离开他们
到很远的地方工作
一个人的生活很难过
无端端就有了男朋友
过后我似乎不能过一个人的生活了


到现在
我三无不时会找朋友
无聊
吃饭
吹水
总是难免过不了一个的生活

一个人的生活还要过很久